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WOW!  i havent been online to update my site! i have been in school! and have homework!      well i dont know what else to say! bcuz nothin really happened but goin bac to school! and bcuz im in skool i dont have anything awsome to talk bout!

last nite i found out bout this fucking guy!  i found out that he was just useing and shit!  so rite now i just wanna lay in my bed and just die!  my heart haas left my body! i dont think it is there anymore!  how can guys make me feel this way?  im an awsome gurl!!!!!!! i dont why they would wanna do this to me!  first i was beat to fuck by my last bf and now this. i dont get it. i think they think that im a lil play toy and they can just pass me around like a rag doll!  were do they get off doin this shit to gurls?  i dont get it! well im friends are throwing a kick ass party tomorrow and im goin!  maybe i will meet some guys they! lol prob not but o well i have my whole life you know unless i kill my self! lol  well i gtg  peace out rock on